changing

I like being alone.
I'm not looking to make me friends, meet people, have a buddy, n' get out.
I'm laughing, I can feed myself, I can watch dramas, I can walk, I have corresponding for a minimum of social life.
I don't need company, my only company is going myself.
But why these days I feel the urge to open up, to talk, to communicate, to meet people with whom I correspond for years
I want to open half of the bubble, but I keep my solitude.
I want to see the world, meet people around the world, I'm surprised, I discovered a facet. a new personality was knocked at my door and and wants to take up residence, must I receive ?